Showing posts with label my thought. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my thought. Show all posts

Monday, October 3, 2011

Jiran

Jiran sebelah..
Si suami rabun orangnya
Rabun yang tidak begitu teruk
Masih mampu menunggang basikal ke lrt


Si isteri
Rabun yang agak teruk
Kalo si suami dunianya kelabu
Si isteri mungkin dunianya lebih kelabu

Anak anak
alhamdulilah dunia mereka berwarna warni

Sungguh
aku kagum dengan keluarga ini
si isteri pada pendapat aku tidak bekerja
si suami hanyalah tukang urut di medan mara

Dengan anak anak yang sedang membesar
si abang long mungkin darjah 3
si kakak mungkin darjah 1
si adik yang tidak bersekolah
dan si bongsu yang masih menyusu badan

Tiada masalah dengan keluarga ini
Malah lebih kuat dari keluarga yang lain
Lebih kemas penampilan anak anak ini dari anak anak lain
Lebih sopan juga apabila bercakap

Dan kemudian satu kejadian
aku memberi duit raya
tidak banyak jumlahnya
sekadar yang mampu
aku memberi kepada si abang
dan si abang mengucapkan terima kasih

dan kemudian
sekali lagi aku keluar rumah
terdengar bunyi suara si kakak dan adik berebut rebut untuk membuka pintu
sambil tersengih sengih
sekali lagi ucapan terima kasih ku terima

aku angguk dan senyum
sambil mengunci pintu pagarku
anak anak itu masih tidak berganjak

si kakak berkata kepada si adik
banyak nyer duit kakak nih bagi
kakak nak bagi kat ayahla
kesian ayah tiada duit

sunnguh
lima saat itu buatkan aku sebak
cukup untuk membuatkan aku insaf
cukup untuk aku jadikan pengajaran
untuk belajar mensyukuri apa yang ada

sungguh tinggi pemikiran kakak ini
dan aku bandingkan anak anak ini dengan anak anak lain
sesungguhnya mereka sungguh beruntung

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Death Penalty

I had visited Napier prison yesterday. New knowledge that I got-NZ had removed death penalty and the last execution was 1957.

Click here for the trip.

Eager to know more on the subject,so I gugel.

Two-thirds of all countries in the world (139 countries) have abolished the death penalty.Europe now is a free zone of death penalty.One-third of all countries (58 countries) still retain the death penalty. US,Middle East and Asia basically are those countries.The highest execution (2008)- China followed by Iran, Saudi Arabia,Pakistan and US (sources)

For more detail,click here.

Saudi Arabia,Iran and Yemen are the only countries that perform death penalty to the youngsters.The boys/girls may be put at the jail first for few years until they reach 18.And by that age they may be executed to death. What dissapointed me here-girls who had been raped also will be executed to death..huh..

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Working holidays

We, Malaysian live in typical way. We go to school, aim to be in the best IPTA/IPTS and find the best work that we could. We may don’t know what our real interest is and just take the course that is said to have a ‘hot’ job.

As we grew older, we compare ourselves with other people – what kind of work we do-what car do we have- how many figures for our salary-etc. Maybe we compare all that because that’s the only tools we have to measure achievement. As we don’t know what achievement really mean to us.

As the time goes by, we feel tired. Tired for work.Tired to give a try. Tired to think what really matters to us. And suddenly, we stop, take a deep breath and confuse with path shall we go. Continue at the same direction or follow other direction.

Travelling is always be my passion. A part of it to see the colour of the world..part of it just to get out from the box.

While doing the working holidays, I met many travellers. Impress with all those young travellers girl who travel alone. At the young age they know what they want. Have a short break by travelling before pursue their studies. Use the time to think what they want. Grab the experiences while they are still young. And I’m compare myself at the age 17 with those girls. How much I envy them.

At first, I think our culture is just different with them. Our religion too. But, put aside those reason-there are the reason why we stuck and keep doing the same thing. We need to be exposed to do something that we are not used to do. We need to be brave and not just education-work oriented.

The thing is..time could not stop us. But it can be a limit for us on what we want to do.

It’s never too late to do anything..but it could be late to do everything.

But, as long as we know what we want and we do it.
It will be our achievement.

Really hope in future there are more and more young people doing this.
Rather than just follow the same waves as other people had.

The right word is to say that..
Everyone should know what they want
N not afraid to take risks to try something

My working holidays journal can be view here-http://travelbloggingtents.blogspot.com/
Last but not least,enjoy this song-Hand in my pocket (Alanis Mrissete)

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

And what it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

[Harmonica solo]

And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Happy Eid Mubarak

Okay..the last third entry regarding Broga..
Photoshoot hari raya di Broga

And how fast the time is

Today
Before I'm heading back to my lovely hometown

Wish u all

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir Batin

Monday, February 15, 2010

My name is Khan..and I am not terrorist

My name is Khan.
N I am not terrorist.

My first Hindi movie at cinema.
It's a beautiful movie (less song,no dance);seems that the production is from Hollywood and not Bollywood.
I love the story.I love the message.
N I do hope that the message will be spread throughout the world.


The movie is about a journey of muslim men named Khan who had autisme to meet President of US;to tell him that his name is Khan and he is not terrorist and to tell that his step child (died killed by the students at schools) also not a terrorist.


While watching the movie,I suddenly remembered something during my previous trip at Viantiane,Laos.At a Pakistan stall where we met another traveller-one from Pakistan and the other is from Morocco.Not sure how but suddenly we came to the heavy topic.

Pakistan men: If I ever meet J***** people,I will kill them.I do not want to shake hand with them and do not want to sit near them.
Morocco men : It is not what our prophet teach us,it's not in Quran either.

The Pakistan men refuse to listen what this Morocco men said and he believe that it is his responsibility with the name of religion.

N there's another part in the movie-where Khan's mother taught him..

There are no Muslim and no Hindu.
There just a good and bad person.
That's what make us different.

N am not telling you that P person is bad person.

It's your heart counting it all.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

New Year 2010

Welcome 2010

My first entry for this year
but yet..I had missed a lot of interesting stories last year

What should I say?

I'm heading to Bali

ketemu lagi ya..

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Get What You Want and Want What You Have

From the book Take Yourself To The Top.

One of my favourite book.

1.Recognize and give up external expectations
2.Start living by your internal wishes (what you really want)
3.Identify your values
4.Reorient your life and work around your values
5.Create a crossover plan if you need to
6.Schedule a weekly time to review and strategize the implementation of your plan
7.Get a lot of support
8.Celebrate your new life!

For me,life is a journey.I don't want my journey to be no where and yet I also really don't know where my journey is. I need to know what I really want and grab it. Yes, maybe I know what I want to do but it's not just that simple.To quit your job and do whatever you want.It needs money,determination and strength also to begin it.And I am not that strong. Hopefuly this 2009 will be a bright year for me to start the journey that I really want it to be.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Phuket 1

Phuket..


Blom..
Blom pergi lagi
Tapi akan pergi
Aku suka nak pergi
Kali ni macam sangat ramai yang pergi
Aku tak kisah saper nak pergi
Sebabkan ramai yang pergi
Aku tau ramai yang akan tolong carikan info bile nak pergi nih
So aku minta maaf sebab tak carikan apa2 info walaupun aku pun pergi
Aku maleh nak pikir sb aku tau ramai yang akan tolong pikir..heh

Yang ni plan yang bukanlah plan
Last minute plan
Okla consider plan
Naik ketapi..bus..van..bot..mungkin juga tut-tut
KL Sentral-Alor Setar-Hatyai-Phuket
Then,mungkin aku akan terus ke Bangkok sesorang

Skrg tengah demam plus selsema
Tapi tak sabarnye hari esok
Sebab esok last day dlm projek nih
Sebab esok nak ke Phuket
Sebab lepas tuh nak balik kampung
Sebab lepas tu on the bench

Sekarang tengah packing beg
Sambil nyanyi lagu

'Aku bukan super,aku bukan setar'
Kalo digabungi,aku bukan supersetar.

Heh

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

What I thinking rite now?

1. Got an interesting project which will start on 8 Feb.Will fly to Brunei.
Pros-money and experiences.
Cons-Things that had been planned maybe need to be cancelled and also will missed out hang time moment with friends-voluntary work-melagho.China trip also might need to be cancelled. Waaa...mak tak redha nyah..

2. Phuket trip
Backpackers style-bungee jumping-snorkeling

3. PGL theater
Nak tengok tapi tiket yang tinggal hanyalah rm200.Bencik..

4. Basuh baju-packing baju-iron baju-lipat baju-jahit baju (errkkk..)

Tu jer kot.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Selamat Hari Raya

Date: 27 Sept 08

Aku skrg kat rumah..dan akan pulang ke kampung esok pagi.Bahagianye balik kampung..;)
Pagi tadi pergi Jalan TAR dgn Karem.Shopping tudung raya.Pergi kul 9am balik kul 12.Orang sgt ramai sampai sesak tempat tuh.Biasala..last minute shopping.

Yesterday-Friday went to mid valley from the office.The others alr there-execute the mission of shopping baju raya for Rumah Solehah.Then berbuka puasa at Little Vietnam.The food consider OK for me but mine not too tasty.I'm not finished it at all. Believe me..I always finished up my food.heh..
After a few session of explorace—finding a surau all that..lepak sebentar at Big Apple and then continue back the shopping session.That task still not end yet but me and Karem have other task-wached Mama Mia.

Believe me..Mama Mia was so damn best.I do not know that it is the musical story and when the mama started to sing-I just knew that I would like that movie.It’s a long time since the last time I think the movie that I watched is worth it to watch.Last time maybe The Enchanted.The rest…tgk CD pun ok..heh..

SO lastly from me-till I'm coming back..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

Have a safe journey.Minta maaf pd parents,adikberadik dan kekawan.Makan banyak-banyak.Main mercun dan bunga api.Pakai baju cantik-cantik.Have a meriah day di pagi raya.
Daa...

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Teman

Watch Teman..8tv..
Sambil berchatting ngan Ina n Kareem

Watching that kind of story make me feel that I want to be a host too

Really..
Cita-cita sebagai pengacara TV pernah masuk dalam report kad zaman kanak-kanak dulu..
Stok-stok rancangan Nona n Wanita Hari Ini..out of scope ya

If I be a host..cth TEMAN nih

I can travel
I can rock climbing
I can diving
I can hiking
I can eat
With freee..

Best nyer!!
Bakat terpendam aku sumer tuh…

Hmmm…why 8tv did not open the casting?
Maybe I miss it
Sayangnyer..terlepas…

Then Kareema replied..
Jaja..diorg amik yg 10 most beautiful women tu

Ina menambah
Ntahh.. ko model olay kerrr…

Hampeh.....

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

:)

Tepat jam 10pm
Aku sure kalo tak ramai mesti ramai
Bebudak opis aku dengan penuh harapan
Dan ketekunan
Pergi ke maybank2u.com
Masukkan username n password

Dan

Senyum
Senyum
Senyum

Hahhahahahaha

Masing2 penuh kebahagian
Angka di bank bertambah dengan mendadak

Adesh..memasang angan2 membuat rumah terbuka
Fiza..pergila buy broadband
Hasnol…alhamdulilah..duit kawin ko bertambah
Kak Zarina..pergila ke Langkawi
Yuz..pergila Switzerland
Shahida…pergi honeymoon

Pasangan yg nak berkahwin
Nik n Syaz…yey ader duit lebih
Emma lak..yey ader duit lebih

Aku…bayar segala hutang piutang yg ader

Kemudian

Senyuman tadi terus bertukar
Ciisss…angka dah turun balik…

Monday, April 14, 2008

Majlis Tahlil

Keja call…
Weh Pakcik Mat meninggal.Gi Sentul jom ader majlis tahlil.


Maka agenda pada malam ini adalah pergi ke Sentul;majlis tahlil.

Allahyarham Pakcik Mat
Umah die sebelah umah aku
Tinggal satu kpg kat Sentul
Pakcik Mat muka garang
Cakap pun kuat2
Aku ngeri sebenarnyer kalo jumper Pakcik Mat

Tp sebenarnyer Pakcik Mat tu baik
Die pernah tanya aku ader bf tak
And aku jawab ader
Nama saper
Aku jawab Mahathir
Tu kisah zaman dulu kala
Masa umur aku 7 thn

Sgt jarang jumper die setelah pindah
Last aku jumper dia tiga empat tahun lepas
Die masih ingat lagi akan Mahathir tuh
Gelak aku ngan Pakcik Mat
Wahahhaha..ingat lagi yer...

Skrg die dah takder
Allah lebih menyanyanginya
Pakcik Mat ngan aku tk der aper2 pertalian darah pun
Aku ngan die strangers
But then..strangers pun ...
Ader nilainya
Aku ader memori aku bersama die

Teringat Pakcik Mat..kenangan lalu dtg kembali
Aku selalu main umah die
Aku takut tgk muka die
Aku bg tau rahsia aku ngan die
Byk gak memori aku ngan die although die stranger

Amacam kalo org yg aku kenal
Kekawan..keluarga..
Yang tentunya lebih banyak memori aku ngan die
Tentu aku lebih sedih
Namun,Allah lebih menyanyanginya
Kita yg hidup perlu redha akan kejadian tersebut
Dan sebagai peringatan kepada kita
Yang hari kita akan tiba

Kepada Pakcik Mat
Semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat
Amin...

Sunday, March 16, 2008

TAGGED

Ina..aku tau tagged ni dah lama expired.tapi demi tidak menghampakan ko ..aku jawab gakla..

1. The song you’ve been most singing to yourself recently?
Pagi yg gelap--HUJAN

2. What do you currently want right now?
Completed one health testing
Balik kpg!!

3. What did you do today?
Continue testing..lunch..meebo..blog..

4. What have you been thinking about most today?
Finished my work..balik kpg..

5. Do you ever just sit outside and watch the stars?
Pernah2..plus watching the moon too..

6. What is your current annoyance?
Ganti tayar kete..:(

7. Do you want a new cell phone?
Yup..if free

8. Are you waiting for someone right now?
Nope

9. Name two things you’re looking forward for next week?
Tampal wall paper kat bilik
Balik kpg

10. Can you make new friends easily?
Entah..depends to whom also

11. Do you plan out what you wear the day before you wear it?
Depends to location,mood and to whom i'm going out with.
If going to opis, of course la need to plan;for iron reason.
But if just hang out with friends, i can wear seluar buruk plus tshirt plus a pair of gren slipper.No harm!

12. What is life to you?
Just once;let's make it interesting ;)

13. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?
Nope..best friends will always remain be best friends..

14. If you had a chance to save someone significant to you, would you?
Ade ke org jawab nope?

15. How many times do you eat each day?
Breakfast-lunch-dinner= 3 times

16. How do you cheer someone up?
Buat lawak ? Kalo menjadi la..

17. Are you a morning person?
Not really.depends to my mission that day..

18. Is it easier for you to fall asleep or to be woken?
To be woken..

19. Think of one person, stick with it. You don’t have to say their name. Would you pick them up alone 100 plus miles away if it was your birthday?
Gerai mamak depan umah tak leh?

20. Give two reasons why you get distracted in work.
ym..ym..ym..

21. Do you think it’s funny when people get hurt?
Nope..

22. Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
Paris--coz Tokyo too congested.

23. Do you have a guitar in your house?
Bulan depan insyaAllah ader..kareem yer..aci tak nih?

24. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
Nope..focusing my mind into work...yup,diligence person..hehehhe

25. How often do you get onto friendster?
When I think I want to..

26. How long can you go without your mobile phone?
Opis hour (9am-6 pm) or (2pm-10pm)

27. Where’s your mobile phone?
In front of me..

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Outstanding Malaysian.

Outstanding Malaysian-list taken from Panasonic Pride which is previously aired at NTV7 .

Tun Mahathir Mohamad
Tunku Abdul Rahman Putra AlHaj
Jemilah Mercy
Dato Jimmy Choo
Datuk Bernand Chandran
Tan Sri P.Ramlee
Sudirman Hj Arshad
Chef Wan
Dato’Lat
Tan Sri Razali Ismail

And the list continue grow below;just name a few above.
I wonder whether my name will be in the list
What should I contribute to my country
Hehehhe..citer2 tinggi sih

But then abah ask this question...
'Hang dah register mengundi ke belum?'
Errgg...

HUJAN

Bkn Hujan tiap2 ptg turun
Ina..bkn Rain ko..
Tapi kumpulan HUJAN
Thought they are Indonesian
Surprisingly,Malaysian rupenye
At last, ade gak lagu ‘Malaysia’ yg sedap didengar…ooops..
Takla mendayu-dayu sangat..sampai dengar pun agak syahdu
Lirik pun byk gak la perkataan nyer dari lagu “Itu Kamu”…oops lagi..
Maybe coz of their highly appreciated towards music
No need to be under label big2 co.
Very independent by themselves
People promoting them to have a concert at UK
Not them promoting people..oooops..
Hv think about this before
Penyanyi Msia byk-lagi2 kelahiran bintang2 ‘segera’
But then naper lagu seakan-akan sama tapi tidak serupa sumer
Which make us turn to Indonesian band
The reason might be..the singer just sing..people behind it more important..
Yerla..composer-composer ni lagi-lagi Ajai,M.Nasir…tu jer ke ?
Someone had tell me this-saper ye…tak ingat lak
Students yg belajar dlm bidang2 music ni la supposedly change the music scenario
As they know about the music arrangement,etc…
And not to enter the sing competition-to be a singer lak

Ok..get back to work
P/S: fakta diatas bukannye betul sgt…just my thought..

Saturday, February 16, 2008

weekend

-16 Feb 08

Sleep at umah Kema today.She went to Bangkok and my bro in law not here.Meaning - to take care of Johan. Spoil my plan for tomorrow; but nevermind; that’s what sisters are for. Send Johan to his class music at 8pm.While waiting for him, I went to salon; cut my hair.Shockly it cost RM25 for simple cut.hampeh tul.

Morning, went to Wisma MBA together with Eli,Ita n Fakri. One note thing that I admit; get from the seminar.Typical Malay-old people seems to think that when old, they really need to rest. Go to mosque, eat roti canai, take their grandchild from school, etc. Live with simple life; while actually it will cost for Alzheimer. As their not fully utilize their brain to think. Hafal Quran, gardening n a little exercise will be good for them.